Sphere

By Michael Crichton was a really good read. One of those page turners that you can't take your eyes off of until you finish it. I started reading it four hours ago and finished just now. Now I'm at the library talking to Lauren about not doing work.

I really enjoyed watching Donnie Darko, so I had high expectations for Richard Kelly as a director. I watched Southland Tales, which was supposed to be a drama/black comedy/apocalypse film, and I was utterly disappointed. I did not laugh even one giggle, or half of a giggle. I don't recommend this movie to anyone at all, unless I hate you.

I haven't been reading as much as I'd like to lately, mostly with all the work I've had to do for school. Taking three english classes at once takes the fun out of any reading and writing, but they're both things that I need to do. I'm supposed to be writing a journal for my Introduction to Fiction class, keeping another journal for my introduction to creative writing class (which is this), reading, peer editing, and critiquing papers for the same creative writing class. For my film class I'm supposed to be writing a short film for my final. I think I'm failing that class, but whatever.

I meant to write this down earlier, but it may not be the same.

"The perpetual dreams of mankind as a whole creates an ambience of change in the world, continually altering the course of my own desires and needs. The true self-generating energy is that of human imagination."

I was inspired by not writing at all for a long time. I want to get back to writing.


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Kyoo wa...

Doyoobi desu nee. Watasi ga benkyoo-siteru kara, geemusu o simasen yo.
Ima wa, Watasi mo Tosio san mo Rika San mo tosyokan ni iru.
Sugi watasi wa nihongo benkyoo-simasu.

I have not talked to Sondra in several days, I am worried about her. I hope that she is doing okay.
I don't have much else to talk about, but I am going to try to find what I can do on the internet until I study writing.

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Library

As of right now, I'm at the library with Rika and Hanlu. Matt Tumar introduced me to the band called "The Ocean" and I am enjoying them alot. They're like, a grindcore version of mastodon. Sometimes I forget that I'm using this blog as a journal for my introduction to creative writing class. I didn't get much sleep last night. By that I mean I went to sleep at 10:30 in the morning. This is probably detrimental to my health but I'm finding that irrelevent. It was a good night. I learned most of the kanji I'm supposed to know for my japanese class in one day. I'm going to try and reinforce that for today.

I need to get some guitar strings in the next twenty four hours or I'm in some trouble. I really wish my band had picked up better. By that I mean that the band had all the members it needed. That would have been amazing because I would have been able to get things done and maybe even tour.

Today I talked to Mallory for the first time in a long time. She's still sweet and nicknamed Lar Lar. She told Brandon Plesh (who we were both talking to) that I'm like a tank. I thought it was flattering. So hats off to you lar lar.

I'm watching Rika do some advanced chemistry and physics stuff, and I'm baffled. I would need all sorts of knowledge before even beginning to know how to do those things. I need to make music soon, it's bugging me a lot that I haven't for a while.

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It's been a while

I want to be more consistent with this blog. but it seems I cannot. I recently had a conversation with chad on the internet that went as follows:

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I love mistranslations. Also, I'm learning Chinese. Wo bu shi nan gua ren. I am a pumpkin man. I've been working on writing more, and as a result other areas of my life have suffered. Like exercise.

I got accepted to Regis University a few days ago, so I'm really going to go. I'm excited, but I will miss everyone, so much. I hope I have more time to spend with people before I go.
(I feel like I miss some of you already.)

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Selfish

I've been feeling selfish lately. I've been sick and tired and not sleeping enough. I've been doing nothing in this blog really but talking about myself. I'm sick of myself. I hate using "I" so god damned much. So here.

Beans is probably the greatest mother fucker on the planet. He's always there to talk to, and he's understanding. He is way too hard on himself and is living a really difficult life. I salute you, Will. You are an inspiration as a human being. You should never feel so alone, because you will always have me to call on. You're the most steady reader of this blog, and the most stable friend I have had in my entire life. If I could toast, I would do that right now. Alas, Thank you for being a wonderful friend.

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Insomniac

???

I can't sleep. I've been trying for so long. I hate nights like these.


The cold that runs up and down my spine is symbolic of my inability
The inability to find a purpose for the darkest nights alone
I talk to my darkness on these nights, begging
Release me. What do you want from me? Let me drift into oblivion
Anything, I beg you, forgive me this night and let me sleep.




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Fafsa

???

The Fafsa stands for:
Fuck
ass
fuck
shit
ass

and so many more obscenities.


this is one of my favoritesterestesterererest pictures evar. Thank you, so many times, りかちゃん.


also, I'm going to haave I did I mean shit. I'm not even gonna backspace that. okay

I has a haircut

D:

???

Rika is really really compassionate. Especially about Tibetans.
Today I made some steaks and stuff and it was geud. Really good. I also slept a lot. I did some work and I slept and then got up and cooked dinner and then started watching .hack//roots and studied some Nihongo. Now I'm writing in my blog and talking on the phone.

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Shin Chan

???

I just watched the end of the Shin Chan Movie. It was much better than I thought it would be. I feel like I can't sleep. Today (or yesterday really) I had to cancel plans that I did not want to cancel. I am regretting it a lot. You, you know who you are. I miss you when you're not around. I would like to see you again soon.

I cleaned my dorm. Weird.

It's 3:13 AM on 3/8/09. I wish it was 10:00 AM on 3/12/09

That's 102 hours, 47 minutes.

I'm going to sleep.


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Horry Parter?

221!



So I have this problem I have to deal with. I feel depressed even when I'm feeling happy. Its hard to stay away from and I don't know how to get out of it. I'm trying to do something like write and play music or go to another state or a ton of stuff. I don't know what's going to work, but I do want to see the end of my stupid dark tunnel. Cause that's stupid. and dark. and dumb. and tunnel. Sondra got back from Arizona today, I was ronery not talking to her very at all. I spent the weekend hanging out with Rika mostly, we went to a party and I partied. I think that helped a little, actually relaxing and letting loose. She's a good friend.



So right now I'm in the library, taking a break from studying while Rika studies her head off like a whacko. I'm so happy that if you searh lololol on google images one of the first pictures that comes up is this one.

Knowing that there are people on the internet who may stumble across this picture makes me joy inside. I think that maybe I should start doing homework more often rather than less often. It may improve my chances of school. ing. I think it's strange that no one at Pitt sleeps, they all study at outrageous hours and then complain about being tired in the morning. But whatever, I enjoy being tired if it's for a good reason.

I started writing more of Mordecai, and it needs work. If anyone has any suggestions they should totally say something. To me, I mean. Today in class I accidentally a spoiler'd everyone. I knew the ending to a particular Agatha Crispy book and told everyone. Snape kills dumbledore. Hahahahahaha the day is mine.

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