You and I have some communication issues, I think. There's all these things I try to talk with you about and you're very quiet. I know that you can hear me and stuff, but its a lot harder sometimes to deal with what I'm going through when you're not vocal in your response. I understand that you may never be vocal and that your responses will always be very indirect and when I find them out they will be very awesome.
However right now I'm dealing with being sad. Its very hard for me to let someone go when I love them so much, even if they are or they have been treating me poorly. I miss her and wish her the best, I hope that you are taking care of her. I hope that she meets the right person for her and that she is happy, and for the first time in my life I want me to be just as happy as her. Please help me to make it through these next few years of my life and to do what I can in your power to lead other people to you.
And for you, girl of my dreams, I hope someday to meet you. I don't want anything more than the opportunity to make you laugh, and that will be enough for me.
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ditto. Have you ever heard Sufjan Stevens? My favorite song of his is Casimir Pulaski Day. It helps me have some perspective and remember that everyone's relationship with our creator is different, and always しずか. Quiet, subtle, unsaid. miss you.
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