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I'm uninterested in football. It's really just a good way to get upset and to let your mood be ruined for days at a time. I don't know why, but I don't feel very good lately. Just unrestful, uncomfortable with myself. I know I need to get out and do something, and while I'm at home its pretty much impossible to go anywhere. I think my real problem is that I'm too high-energy, and I've spent too much time suppressing it.
I watched Wedding Daze today, and thought it would be a really good idea to marry someone you don't know just because you saw them across a crowded diner. I think it would make life a lot of fun and very interesting. A while ago someone sent me an email that made me feel like the world was crumbling around my ears. Strangely enough, I would enjoy getting another one of similar nature. I think it would be really cool to have something like that happen. I dunno why, maybe its that life is dull: class is dull and friends can be dull and routine is especially dull.
Somewhere along the line I started feeling like I need to go somewhere. To be someone and do something and that maybe I'm not actually Joe, maybe I'm someone else. I hope I can figure it out before anything bad or stupid happens. I need a release, a way out, a way to breathe and feel and live and do something exciting. No one here can offer that to me anymore, and I feel terrible for feeling this way.
Sarah is a beautiful, wonderful girl.
I'm uninterested in football. It's really just a good way to get upset and to let your mood be ruined for days at a time. I don't know why, but I don't feel very good lately. Just unrestful, uncomfortable with myself. I know I need to get out and do something, and while I'm at home its pretty much impossible to go anywhere. I think my real problem is that I'm too high-energy, and I've spent too much time suppressing it.
I watched Wedding Daze today, and thought it would be a really good idea to marry someone you don't know just because you saw them across a crowded diner. I think it would make life a lot of fun and very interesting. A while ago someone sent me an email that made me feel like the world was crumbling around my ears. Strangely enough, I would enjoy getting another one of similar nature. I think it would be really cool to have something like that happen. I dunno why, maybe its that life is dull: class is dull and friends can be dull and routine is especially dull.
Somewhere along the line I started feeling like I need to go somewhere. To be someone and do something and that maybe I'm not actually Joe, maybe I'm someone else. I hope I can figure it out before anything bad or stupid happens. I need a release, a way out, a way to breathe and feel and live and do something exciting. No one here can offer that to me anymore, and I feel terrible for feeling this way.
Sarah is a beautiful, wonderful girl.
Cardinals lost; sorry guys. Got a message for ya:
Well on a lighter note, they truly fought hard and long. So I applaud you. We can ride the failboat together. Toot toot.
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Thanks. You're a jerk. You were feeling routine and hating everything you were doing and probably even me. So leave the state and isolate yourself like you did when you started Pitt. How well did that go? You were supposed to be there for me. You promised to protect me. Who's going to protect me when you leave?
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