Routine

No one's gonna take me alive,
We've all gotta fight to survive.

So the hard thing about all this is that routine has been my lifelong nemesis. The one enemy that I could never defeat and asymilate. How am I supposed to do all the things that make normal people health and sane and clean if I can't get into routine? I think I found a semi-solution to it. it's this blog.

Normally I'd spend hours doing nothing on the computer, things that don't mean anything, things that I can't look back on. I went for a walk last night in the snow, and ended up in this open field near the Cathedral of Learning and Heinz Chapel, completely alone and said to myself "Well now that I'm out here, all of the other people are inside doing nothing on their computers."

Wtf.

Well realizing this, and that writing this blog is productive and using the internet, I've found it can also be a way to remind me to do routine-esque things. Like working out. Judo yesterday, weightlifting and walking today, walking tomorrow, something different friday. Right? It'll be good. Three active days in a row is something I've never been able to accomplish. Ever. Even when I was on the track team; being nutrient deficient made constant muscle strain impossible. I think that I really want to make a difference in the world.

The best way to do that is to change me. be the change you want to see in the world. All that stuff. I hope I can make myself proud.

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