Weight Loss

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This space is forever reserved for my keeping track of my weight.

I gained some since I started working out, but I figured that would happen. Anyways, I'm going to hang out with Chad for a bit tonight. I talked to beans earlier and he seems to be really enjoying the blogging. I'm glad I could do something to help him out, and I do hope it truly helps. The power went out in the building several times today. by the building I mean only my half of my floor of lothrop. What luck, right?

Anyways, I'm sick in the head because I watched all of this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1dvSlvZLG8

Also, I need to finish getting dressed. I may write more when I get back.

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Edit:

mom06boys1girl: ok. if possible, we'll try to get those couple of things that you need as well.
me: alright, that'd be really wonderful mom
mom06boys1girl: are you ok?
me: yeah i just don I don't know how to say stuff on the internet without it coming across as sarcastic but I mean it
mom06boys1girl: you didn't sound sarcastic you haven't sounded sarcastic lately. that's what's worrying me.
me: lol

Ate a crappy dinner. Bought some goods in case I get holed in any time soon. The essentials: a hoagie. That's it I guess. Maybe along with my list of things I should be doing daily I should include homework. I rarely do that regularly when I know very well that I should and that I have to in order to get where I want to go. I think I'll do it tonight, at least some of it. Maybe if I start doing things all way early I'd feel better about life. I dunno. Maybe, maybe maybe maybe. I fucking hate the internet sometimes, and I love it sometimes. It can make you happy and it can make you miserable and alone and sad and fat and stupid.

Apparently emotional moodswings excuse you from all of your actions that may or may not occur during them. There is no such thing as strength and willpower and perseverance or any of that bullshit. I'm just venting. I've had a bad night and I don't know how to feel better right now. Hope things are better in the morning.

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